so after my birthday , I just got to this point.

deviantART is just going to waste my time .  I mean my art is crap , and I know it , but I just love ~WantCookiez , ~iDesii and *andrahilde  art , and that's the only thing keeping me here . I mean I'm only like making journals about my life .
Who the hell cares about me? No seriously.

I just check the people listed above arts , and nothing more.


After leaving dA , I just observed that I am more social and I do have many more friends , don't get me wrong , I care about all my watchers and the people that I watched , but I am not doing anything here , It's just faving and staying on your  butts complaining about art-thefts...


And that's a bit overwhelming since I know how that feels like . [ not that I'm such a fucking great artist for God's sake ]

but this is not life , I wasted about 3 years on this place , I had 5 accounts that I deactivated and I had subscription like 2 times.

My life without dA  feels like life xD;  I'm not having depressions anymore , I'm feeling good , and I'm not stressed about doing my collabs.

I guess that's it ,  Grüni The Great Elephant calls me and Denisa